14 January 2011

Istun. Muusika. Kuulan. Minu vaikus. My own world. Mõtlen. Millest? Kõigest. Seda on raske isegi paljude sõnaga öelda, mis mu peas toimub. Ma ei saa tegelikult sellest ise ka aru. Äkki, keegi, kes oskas mu mõtteid lugeda, saaks sellest veidikenegi aimu, milline segadus seal pead tõstab ja laiutab uhkelt oma kuldsel troonil.
Okei , no võib-olla nii sassis see ka ei ole, sest ma viibin veel siiski ju oma toas, mitte valges pehmete seintega ruumis.
 Ma tahan end siit rutiinsest maailmast vabaks kiskuda ja olla ''mina'' ning otsustada ise, mida oma ajaga peale hakata ja kellega ma seda surnuks löön. 
Istun lihtsalt ühe koha peal paigal, kuulan muusikat and I'm out of this boring real world. Mõtlen, et ''mis oles siis, kui...'', mõtteid tundide viisi. Täielikus mõtete vaikuses ma loon oma silme ette koha, kus ma hetkel viibin. Taolistes kujutluspiltides ma rändan pidevalt ringi mööda hämaraid ja tähtedest valgustatud teid. Ei, need ei ole sünged paigad, nagu esialgu arvata võiks. Ära nüüd arva, et ma olen tühja unistaja, kes loodab, et leiab sealt kujuteldavast maailmast midagi võimatut. Samal ajal ma tajun ka reaalsust, sest, kuidas ma muidu sealt mõtete sügavusest naasen.

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me

And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you

In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me

And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow

I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling

And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will
 
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

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